Sometimes I get lonely. Its kind of a bitch cause its not a normal lonely, but a nagging lonely that’s not that easily explained or fixed. In all honesty I have what I need, Meghan provides companionship and love as does her daughter. My puppeh keeps me company and gives unconditional love. I suppose I am missing guy love, I know sounds corny so try not to laugh while I explain,
I miss the feel of a man next to me, I miss the warmth of someone else masculine and just a bit rough at my side. Nothing feminine just masculine.
I miss sleeping next to it. Having that securty, that safety if it makes sense. I might be a big guy, might be called daddy but there are times that I myself need a bit of that old security blanket.
Oh well, its late and I need to at least attempt to sleep.
